Saturday, 17 March, 2012
♥ That's life
I'm the most stupidest person.. I probably can stab myself to death for being naive.,
Can never be the most happiest person and always the one in fault..
Whatever.. I'm the least important and always the one making stupid decision..
Fuck you my life.. To hell and burn with!!!
Sunday, 1 January, 2012
♥ Happy days
Its like on cloud 9 to meet up friends and family.. December has been a fruitful month with dear sis birthday, Xmas celebrationsss, BFF proposal, long waited clubbing with Shan and gown fitting with the couple and last but not least ending 2011 with gathering at Popo hse with my babies with me and surprise birthday for BFF....
Jan 2012 will pass fast with the cny approaching.. And soon, it's my fav month of the year - February!!!
It's really wonderful to feel alive after so much happenings in life..
Happy 2012 everyone!!
Friday, 23 December, 2011
♥ Miserable
Alone at this hour and not feeling sleepy is the worst thing!! Please don't let me be alone..
It's like a phobia...
I've been thinking, if I ever get a boyfriend, I probably wouldn't want to get married unless a special chemistry sparks us.. Like I don't trust marriage anymore and blah blah blah.. (don't feel like elaborating any further)..
No mood for work on this festive season.. Hence I arranged my schedule full of meet-upssss...
24 dec: meet ade for hair colour
25 dec: wedding dinner and catch up with dp
26 dec: probably visit my lovely grandma
27 dec: meet up with my cousin before she goes back to Aussie
28 dec: meet up with lishan and Marilyn after work
I'm so excited about this busy line up!!
Monday, 28 November, 2011
♥ Keeping busy schedule
I don't know why but i seems to be keeping myself very busy.. Be it working or meeting friends after work and weekends.. I can stay by myself.. I "stone", I think, I imagine stuff..
I really have to make myself very tired before going to sleep.. Otherwise I start to think again..
But I'm totally enjoying my busy day and meetings with friends.. It's awesome!! Maybe that's why I feel empty when I'm alone..
Monday, 7 November, 2011
♥ Mind set
I guess I'm pretty firm this time round that I'm going to change my life.. Although its unbearable to part with them but it seems like its the best way out for all..
Dear baby girl and baby boy, I seek your forgiveness as mummy have to leave you with them. Don't doubt my love for you both as no matter what, you two are my precious..
You have my blood and remembers I'm always in you..
Monday, 10 October, 2011
♥ 伤
搞得骈体鳞伤的我已不再感到外皮的痛。痛的是心，是那种连呼吸都痛的感觉。
我深深地体会到钱是万物之恶。
Sunday, 9 October, 2011
♥ Once again
It may be impulse in the eyes of the people but what really triggers it will probably be the hope that I put on and to realize that it was just a dream..
Everything I do back then and to think of now is so hilarious.. Laughing at my own deeds and harvesting my own crops..
Nobody wish to have this happen, it's just my own choice and of which I taken the wrong step.. Ending it may be painful but right now I only teared for young ones..
I often say I'm illed fated in certain context of my life and right now I'm going walk my path out of the fated life.. It may be tough but one day I will reach my destination.. No point being soft hearted and spending on someone who cannot appreciate me..
It's time to grow wiser and see the true colour..
Thanks god for keeping me alive..