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Wednesday, 27 February 2008
Abit of hope.. but hopefully not another disappointment
I spoke to him with regards about quitting, studying and moving back...

Initially he disagree but at some point he told me he know "she" very biased and say he got thought of letting me move back to tamp.. but he say after all we are family and is a family business...

I explained for myself and he keeps changing his mind.. First he say don't work then quit lor.. next he say wait till August lor.. After that he say Monday tell "him" i want to quit lor... So end up now still haven got a clear answer... But one thing i'm sure is that if i got the chance to leave there, i WILL NOT go back again... NEVER~

Today "she" start her suspicious act again... and sort of scream at me saying i didn't watch them and let them go inside... But NO ONE went in in the first place.. so i said "nobody went in".. Don't know is "she" didn't hear me or what, "she" sort of scream again say "don't let them go in".. I repeated myself again and "she" didn't hear AGAIN?! At that point, i abit "hot" liao so i also raise my voice abit and "she" just walk out... Everyone saw that scene... Including dear.. so i guess, he should know why i say i can't work with "her"...

Other than that, everything is ok for the day but no guarantee for the rest of the days..

Today because of insisting of changing place to eat, i saw Chong Quan.. so happy... still say happy birthday to him (PS: we both are born on 23 Feb but not same year), although late for like 1 week... so i call jie to tell her i saw Chong Quan.. I guess if not my sister, i will not know him coz he is my sister's friend... Jie very funny, she ask me Chong Quan don't know my name meh? why call me as "Angel de mei mei"... So i told her that all along, he has been calling me that.. LOL

I told dear that from today onwards, we will settle our dinner ourselves since "she" like don't like to buy our portion... It has been 4 days already.. so i thought we must have back bone... For now, i will just wait for a chance to move out so that "she" will not say i "eat on her & stay on her" (in chinese)...

That's all... I know all of you will support me during my "war" time... =)



Monday, 25 February 2008
My birthday~ the longest post and most inner feelings
First of all, thanks for all those well wishes by sms, calls and in facebook!

On Saturday morning, daddy came over to fetch me and kammy then went over to fetch jie & bryan to tampines house...

Started off with waking up didi and then 4 of us play mahjong... Lady luck smiles at me and i'm the biggest winner but we only play chips.. haha... Anyway, it has been such a long time that i smiles like i used too...

Later kenneth, Lynn, Andy, Jessica, Daniel & Louis came over to celebrate my 22nd and bought along a lovely cake... Had a wonderful time with time just like how we used to since 5 years ago... Jess handed me the CDs of all our past 38club memories and i laughed at those videos we took and surprisingly, i saw every year's birthday celebration of our club members...

Stayed over the night and play computer with didi and i felt warmth and being cared of especially when didi helped me do whatever i asked him to... Wake up in the morning and went to the coffee shop to have lunch with daddy and mummy + Kammy...

Shop at TM alone coz i just wanted to buy a concealer... Evening when to visit ah ma at the old folks home and had dinner with my family @ bedok 85... Went airport with daddy, mummy, didi & kammy to fetch "shi fu" as he just return from taiwan... After that daddy sent me back...

Don't know why i felt sad and lonely again when i walked towards the gate.. As if i'm back to the silent and moody christine again... As if Sat was a dream... When the clock strike 12, i'm a nobody again...

Decided to return to school at mid april and i struggle within myself with alot of stressful stuff... Like how am i going to tell "them" about my leaving, I'm probably bringing kammy along with me back to my tamp house, how am i going to find a part time job while studying and how to support both of us...

Some times i felt the person who is sleeping next to me seems like a stranger to me... I once thought he would be my pillar of strength and a person who i can rely on but the fact hits me hard... I couldn't act as if i'm ok infront of lynn, dan dan and mummy... I felt pain too when i saw daddy and mummy cried because of my situation but i have to stay strong and not tear infront of them... I know it's going to be a hard and tough road ahead but that's my choice... My choice for making mistake and i can blame no one...

I don't care who will be reading this, i just want to say out if not i'll probably get depression... I think my value and "her's" is different, "she" is so straight forward that "she" didn't consider about other's feeling.. "she" sees only the fault and don't praise the afford... to me, "she" is abit biased and i wonder what i have done wrong to get the difference in treatment or was it just because i'm not "her" own _ _ _ _ _.. i'm very tired of not being myself...

It may sounds very sad that such things had happen... Which neither do i want it to happen but some times i really think that the only legal way for my freedom is to divorce but my girl...

Today while talking to ivy, i almost cry out when i talk about my sore and don't know why i teared while typing my job... Maybe i'm too emo~

To mark the end of this entry, i would like to say i felt disappointed coz "he" didn't even wish me a happy birthday.. I think last year also.. How sad!



Saturday, 16 February 2008
Additional updates...
Part of my birthday wish came true.. Kammy's school fees was cheaper by $50!! Anyway, just now i was browsing for info for childcare, i found that 18months school fees, the lowest is $400 and there will be a max $150 subsidy for working mum... Good news is that there is 2 lowest price school at Ubi (near in-laws company) & tampines (near daddy's house)!! Hopefully the price either remain unchange or become lower when kammy turns 18months...

I've got an unexpected discovery... As i didn't let kammy wears her pants, she "venture" her diaper and managed to dig a hole and some of the jelly substance came out.. It was a mess and for god sake, she put some into her mouth!!! As calm as i am, i dig out whatever is in her mouth and i saw a TOOTH!!! Right at the top left~ So, Kammy was offically having 3 tooth...

I felt i'm being cared coz dear cooked porriage with egg for me coz i couldn't eat solid~

I'll find some time to update all post-dated pictures as soon as possible... Speaking of pictures, there is one very funny picture snapped by the photographer on hui ling's wedding...

that's all!



On the 13th Feb night, hui ling went Australia... Felt abit sad to see her leave and almost cried with her when i saw her tears but still bears it coz i don't want to look ugly! Anyway, quite lonely coz all along (after i moved in) she's the one who talks almost everything to me, went shopping with me and someone whom i can speak to...

Work on the 14th Feb wasn't good as in mentally knock down by someone's words... He/She just doesn't understand that i have many things on hand and everything has been prioritise... And for the whole day, the words keep repeating in my mind...

Took half day leave on the 15th Feb to went NUH to extract my wisdom tooth and daddy drove me there and waited for me to finish.. All i can say that it is an "experience"... After the xray, i realised i'm so smart actually coz i have got all 4 wisdom tooth out!!! So on that day, i just extracted 2 (Top & bottom) right tooth and leaving me 2% less smart and 98% pain.. Haha.. Zixiang ask me to go soft diet and i'll try to with so many temptations around... All thanks to Zixiang, the cost for extraction & xray was $30 (Still got change).. According to my dear mr louis, specialist charge min $300 for top & $100 for bottom...
=)

I've confirmed the location for kammy's 1st birthday... It will be held at The Aquarius By the Park Condo... thanks to my gu gu for helping me do the booking...

That's all for now.. probably have to wait till next weekend before i do another update... if you are lucky, i might do updating on weekdays.. haha



Tuesday, 12 February 2008
i'm growing old!
Soon i'll be celebrating my 22nd birthday... Mummy has already booked me for steamboat over @ tampines... I felt warm when someone remembers and celebrate my birthday for me espicially someone close to my heart...

Although my birthday wishes may not come true but still i want to write it down... I don't care whether it's exaggrate or unrealistic! Haa~

1. Hope to study without loan from bank
2. Get higher salary
3. Find another job
4. Afford my 1st branded tote bag
5. Go see the doctor @ Gim Moh (-_-'')
6. Kammy faster to pre-school (Coz scool fees cheaper)
7. Get a new house & move out or move back to Tampines
8. Receive many many ang paos!
9. My wedding ring will return back to me
10. *Secret*



Sunday, 10 February 2008
How true it is?
I heard this information from somewhere quite long ago...

They say that a girl who is looking for a husband will find someone like his father (If father is very good)... In terms of taking good care of family, listen or discuss with wife on big matters, love his children and of all, a good father and a good husband... But if their father is near perfect, they probably can't get married too coz too hard to find a similiar one..


However, a girl who is looking for a husband who has a bad father (In terms of violence, drinking, gamble, beat children, wife etc, don't take care of the family etc...)
The daughter will tend to be afraid of marraige or to find a husband who can has the opposite trails to her father...

To summarize all this, GOOD HUSBAND ARE HARD TO FIND



Saturday, 9 February 2008
During CNY
This year's CNY wasn't the happiest ! ! ! Probably the worst CNY in my 22 years... Don't want to elaborate too much...

Nonetheless, i still went house visiting and giving out ang paos... self pic-ed myself haha...

Last evening i went to popo's house for black jack and won $5.50 with the initial $0.50! -__-''

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Wednesday, 6 February 2008
Dear All Readers,

WISHING ALL A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! ! !

MAY THE YEAR OF RAT BRINGS YOU PROSPERITY & GOOD HEALTH...



Sunday, 3 February 2008
Friday something happened and i wonder alot of things...

Wonder do they know our difficuities
Wonder they know how hurtful their words are
Wonder do they really not care

Went back home on the very same day and felt really good back at tamp home... Spoke to mummy and joke around like how we used too... Disturb di di when he returns, bully daddy as usual and not forgeting to gossip with jie jie and bryan...

Something i'm very grateful of is that dearie also have a plan for that issue and it's something similiar to what i thought of too.. =)



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