Monday, 10 October 2011
♥ 伤
搞得骈体鳞伤的我已不再感到外皮的痛。痛的是心，是那种连呼吸都痛的感觉。
我深深地体会到钱是万物之恶。
Sunday, 9 October 2011
♥ Once again
It may be impulse in the eyes of the people but what really triggers it will probably be the hope that I put on and to realize that it was just a dream..
Everything I do back then and to think of now is so hilarious.. Laughing at my own deeds and harvesting my own crops..
Nobody wish to have this happen, it's just my own choice and of which I taken the wrong step.. Ending it may be painful but right now I only teared for young ones..
I often say I'm illed fated in certain context of my life and right now I'm going walk my path out of the fated life.. It may be tough but one day I will reach my destination.. No point being soft hearted and spending on someone who cannot appreciate me..
It's time to grow wiser and see the true colour..
Thanks god for keeping me alive..
Saturday, 1 October 2011
♥ I dont understand
Actually why am I so busy over work that I've to work overtime everyday?
Why is it that when things goes wrong I feel that it was because I failed to work overtime to clear it? Meaning what? I have to always work overtime to clear things? Maybe I'm not efficient..
It's so tiring and some time feels that I'm not a good mother that I always put my kids at home..
Suddenly, I thought that changing would be a good idea.. Maybe even before I found a new job, I should just take a rest.. I really miss pre U days where I can spent time doing my own stuff and rotting away in my room..
Having mixed feeling about exactly when should I execute my change.. In nov or dec??
Period.
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