Sunday, 31 December 2006
♥ Arggg~
I've 2 party to go to today (actually)...
I've told him about it yesterday.. initially he just ignored it but i guess he realised i wasn't being my normal self so he asked if I'm sure i wanted to go...
I make my stand and obviously he doesn't seems interested as he keep asking if I'm sure i wanted to go...
i really felt disappointed not because I'm not able to go to the party but because he wasn't compromising enough... 1 party was advance birthday celebration of Lynn's... Not that he doesn't know her or even her brothers who will be around... Another was my father's side relatives countdown gathering... now that my family/relatives are also he's so i don't see why he can't go with me...
worst still was that he doesn't want me to go alone too coz he doesn't want people to ask me why he isn't there... -__-''
Although i can always go both party myself but the fact was that to travel there wasn't as simple... coz i need to book for a cab and that make it $4.50 before the car starts the journey... *I'm poor can!!*
i think he is firm on his stand too and all i can do was to feel the anger inside myself... I don't want to make matter worst by flaring up over it but i sincerely feel bad to make Lynn feel disappointed coz if i don't turn up, it will be the 2nd year that i didn't celebrate her birthday with her...
As for my relatives, I've already rejected the Xmas party last week partly because of him too... now that I'm going to miss the gathering again...
For all i know, i might not be able to meet the 38club if they were to organise a meet up on the 1st or 2nd Jan...
He just doesn't want to mingle with my groups of friends...
I know he will (some how or rather) feel bad for not letting/accompany me go... that's why he agreed to play UNO with me, play poker with me, order 933 golden pillow for my sake and to bring me out to eat last night at 1+am coz i'm hungry...
it's really a mixed feeling... i never demand that he go both party but at least choose 1... at some point of time, i can really feel the sadness in me...
Friday, 22 December 2006
♥ Finally update my blog~
Last week Dearie's family went for holiday at Japan so we are home alone...
Dine out very very very frequently as they have stopped the catering while they are away... Was indeed a very happy women then but not saying all along I'm not happy la..
Went for movies, going here and there, eat and eat!!
Most delighted event will be the birthday celebration with my sister... Dearie treated us *include jie's bf* to mushroom pot at Kallang... I was a happy little lamb~ Basically i was damn excited la to be able to see so many mushroom!!! LOL It's nice and yummy...
we went to sembawang to have the thai food again... I simply love the pineapple rice lor...
dearie bought 2 xbox360 game at a discounted price and i love watching him playing the game called "the godfather" so thrilled... And i can't stop commenting on how he should do.. haha~
Some time ago, met Lynn, Andy and jess at town to do Xmas shopping... it has been months since i last saw jess but she's still as cold as before... it's also very nice of her to buy cute stuff for my ah girl and me.. =)
also it has been for quite a long time since i last step into orchard area... Shopping for Xmas gift this year wasn't as easy... Had a hard time thinking what to buy for my sis and dearie's sis... i always thought getting girl's stuff was the easiest... But at last i managed to get present for all the recipients which i think it's the most suitable for them.. Dearie's mum seems to like what i got for her as she bet on the 4 digit number found on the gift.. *cute hor*
Finished with the shopping, Lynn, Andy and i (less left for dinner at home) went for Kobayashi at cineleisure... One thing i must admit was that it was indeed hard to get a cab on festive season especially at town area!!!
When the family were back to Singapore, we were all busy taking present they brought back haha... as usual, ah girl received present too... How fortunate she is... Not out yet to received so many gifts.. lol... I love my princess too.. =)
♥ wishlist~
-UPDATED- on 1 Jan 07
Decided to post up a wishlist but not for xmas... It's for my coming 21st birthday.. Haa.. long waited for this day.. After the day, i shall be 21 years old forever... LOL~ Always wanted to feel how it is to be able to vote for the election, be able to watch (R)21 movie *like Saw 3*, to be able to receive $$ from the government etc... ... ...
Not only being 21 is unforgettable, it's also being able to celebrate it with my hubby and girl girl... Everything seems so beautiful by just thinking of it.. hahaha~
I wish for:
- a matching LV coin/key pouch
http://www.louisvuitton.com/web/flash/index.jsp;jsessionid=QAEX054RMTWY2CRBXUCFAFIKEG4RAUPU?buy=0&langue=en_GB
- a slimming package from any slimming centre.. Muahahaha~
- I just saw a pink PSP ohh~ *hint hint*
- a nice bag (be big, medium or small)
- a card holder (must at least able to put more then 15 cards and have plastic compartment de)
- that hello kitty key *think only lynn know it* (got it... lynn got it for me.. =))
The above mentioned one not really a must have (if possible the 2nd one i really want leh.. =P) The most important one is CAKE!!! Ermm... cheesecake sounds good hor... sweet secret's hazel nut cake is nice too!!!
Alright, go save money for my present ba... since i have post it up 2 months before my birthday.. LOL..
Wo Zhen Jian!!! =)