Saturday, 7 October 2006
♥ I realised I care...
Everything started just because of a lantern festival at Chinese Garden...
Initially he agreed to bring me there this year...
End up he say he will be busy so we are not going...
I suggest that I will then join my friends there... He disallow...
Still, I went with my sis they all... I did sms him told him that I'll be going there with them... But no reply from him and I guess he's angry...
My guess was correct... The very next day, he attitude me by ignoring my calls...
After calling him every hour for 5 hours, I send him a sms telling him that if he is angry coz of that then I've nothing to say... Too sad and angry at that moment, I switched off my Hp...
After some time, when I switched it on, i saw his reply... He told me "then dun say".... Now damn sad and frustrated, I switched my hp off again... Then cry for 2 hours while seeing the last 3 disc of "Er mo zai sheng bian"...
I wet my whole blanket as too lazy to go get tissue... at a point of time feel like use some curse word... Arggg~ Then the thought of calling Lynn and cry my heart out but when I decided to call her, my tears dried...
Then we remain un-contact for another few hours...
Finally, I decided to sms him once more... Asking him if he wants to continue to be angry forever issit...
And that's when the ice break...
I was so uncertain that was it my fault or his... I'm so confused... Perhaps this situation indicates that both are at fault...
Anyway, now is sunshine after the rain... But I still can feel that kind of pain and sour feeling in heart when he said that to me... How cruel~ =(
And all this shows that I care...