Sunday, 30 September 2007
♥ i'm so lazy to blog...
Didn't have the mood to blog so i decided to cut it short...last week still busy learning all the things... i'm officially on my own on this coming Monday.. i'm abit excited and scared.. haha... Thanks to sister-in-law, i have more opportunity to drive her future husband's car... lol..
22 September: 38club gathering for Louis's 21st birthday celebration @ central... Thanks jess for coming all the way to my house to help me take kammy's pram... thanks lynn for sending me home.. people who went were: Daniel, Louis, Carol, Jessica, Pearllyn, Andy, me & kammy.. =) *pictures another time*
10 September: dan dan came over to visit me and kammy.. =)
i'm going for eye brown embroidery next weekend...
dearie & i 1 year anniversary is near... wonder what will happen that day?! hee..
that's all for today... upload pics when i have the "feel" ok...
Thursday, 20 September 2007
♥ hectic
This week i've been very busy and tired as i have to learn all the accounting things and getting all the information in asap... i didn't have much time to even check my mail than to say blogging...
Anyway, last sunday morning F/M/B-in-law and us went for breakfast before we went to dearie's friend workplace to see car... FIL agreed to let dearie change his car... After much consideration, dearie choose Toyota Wish.. hee, can go malaysia hor..
In the afternoon, we left kammy at my daddy's house and catch Rogue Assassin (not worth seeing, quite boring but ending quite unexpected) with jian wei at CS... Does a mini shopping for kammy's need-to-bring-to-school stuff... we even buy a toy for her.. =D
Best part was that i went Fancl to get my cleansing oil and oil blotter and based on my amount spent, i was entitled for a draw... if you draw a "no. 7" all you expenses will be bear by Fancl and other winning no. is 17, 27,37 and 47... all together there is 1 to 47 numbers if i'm not wrong... I ask dearie to draw for me while i go pay first coz the probability of drawing 7 is 1 out of 47... in short is quite slim la... but the sales girl asked me to pay later in case really draw no. 7... so i waited...
DEARIE REALLY DRAW A 7 OUT!!!!!!!!!!
but my spending was only about $50... -__-'' he joked that i should have buy more...
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Last Monday morning, we sent kammy to the infant care and she looked worried... she didn't sleep much that day too... In the afternoon, i meet up with lynn at Tiong Bahru to buy mooncake and have Rajah Inn (i always eat that when i'm there ever since dan dan bring me there once)... I'm addicted to lynn's Nintendo DS lite!!! i "cooked" (the game) all the way from tiong bahru to tampines.. muahahah...
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On last Tuesday, kammy still abit unfamiliar with the infant care, she still looked as worried as Monday... but on Wednesday, she's ok with it and even smile to me when i left her there in the morning...
Lynn told me a good news some day ago... She's in for interview at JAL and i'm so happy for her coz if she really got the job, i'll have many gifts from japan!!!! lol... i'm such a "GOOD" friend.. =)
Today when i go fetch kammy, she's so so so happy and excited to see me... so excited that she scream and laugh in joy... i think she knows that we are going home.. the teachers there all loves kammy coz she the youngest and she always smile and seldom fuss... she also the 2nd girl at there and the rest (4 of them) are boys... The teachers call her "little princess"... i'm proud of her.. =D
i'm meeting up with 38club this saturday for belated celebration of Louis 21st birthday... i'm looking forward to that day..
nowday i slept at 10pm coz i have to wake up at 6.15am and only to reach home at latest 7pm... so pardon for my lax of updating ok.. =) cheers!!
Saturday, 15 September 2007
♥ i think i'll miss her
严 宝 贝 will be going to the infant care centre on Monday abit unbearable coz she's not by my side... the longest time i'm away from her was probably less then 7 hours... For monday, i guess she will be away from me for more than 10hours... ='(i hope she will not cry for mummy coz i hate to see she being so sad and also her tears rolling down...
Tuesday, 11 September 2007
♥ choices...
today FIL, MIL, dear, me and kammy went to visit the infant care at serangoon north and everything was ok and paid registration fee already... Another choice came upon, the infant care at lor lew lian which is just opposite our house and more expensive by $50... Went down to visit that place and dearie quite like it (i'm ok with both actually) so register with them and cancel our registration (haven process) with serangoon north one... Dear bid his $50 registration fee with Joewe infant care goodbye... =D________________________________
some times down the road of life, one needs to make alot choices and some times those choices made are not of own wish... Let's hope there's no regret after it...
side note: I'm not sure whether my choices are right but i know i want it to end peacefully.. hope that the best choice which i forgo will leave me will no regrets... i hate this feeling now... for choosing to do what i dislike most for the sake of "everyone"... "person x" never take my feelings into consideration, i'm really sad about it and also, never asked if that's the best for me instead, decide base on own accord and interest... i felt neglected
Monday, 10 September 2007
♥ a good piece of news...
Mdm Ho from the infant care centre agreed to meet me up tomorrow morning!!! I'm so happy.. she said now still have vacancy for infant intake.. =) my kammy baby will be going there...I didn't sleep last night.. =( i'm supposed to wake up at 6.30am to go work...
Last night baobei slept at 11+pm but she start making funny noises at 2+am... i switch on the light at 3+am to feed her milk milk and switch off the light to go back to sleep... she didn't sleep and she poo poo at 4+am!!! o_O''... i switch on the light and clean her... after cleaning her, i thought she can get back to sleep after feeling clean and full, so i switch off the lights again... SHAKE HEAD!!!!!!!!! she did alot of noise and action which irritates me.. Argg... i decided to switch on the light and scold her but when the lights are on, she smile at me so sweetly... -__-'' i suspect she reads my mind... by the time she fall asleep, it's 6.30am!!!
Sunday, 9 September 2007
♥ contradiction...
I'm ask to work again coz "that girl" want to quit... Although deep down i don't want to work there but i need income... the reason for not wanting to work there is because i can't say i want to quit, pay not negotiable and i'm afraid of office conflict...Dearie asked me if my daddy can take care of kammy while i work, so i called and ask... Mummy spoke to me and she nagged at me coz she thinks that "they" only think for themselves and ask me to come and go as and when they like... I also think likewise but what can i do or say?!! Daddy initially agreed to look after kammy for me because initially i wanted to continue on my degree but "they all" disagree, reason was no one look after kammy... So now? tsk tsk... that the contradiction part which made mummy nagged at me...
I know i made mummy so worried for me and feel sad for me on how "they" treats me... but if i think in another point of view, they are offering me a job which is of flexible time and light workload... maybe i'll just treat it as gaining experience or maybe they will increase my pay some years later?? hee... Another good thing is that it's a good opportunity to go shopping for clothes...
I decided to let kammy go infant care centre which she can learn too... but i'm afraid that centre i found will not accept kammy or put us in waiting list... Although i felt that leaving kammy with daddy's care is a better choice but something is bothering me... Anyway, next choice is to leave kammy to a nanny and the last (the most don't intend to) leave kammy to the maid.... (shake head.. a big NO!!! i don't feel safe and secure)...
The price are of not much difference... for infant care is $950 with $400 subsidy which means it cost $550... for nanny, is also $550 coz kammy start on solid already... if daddy taking care, probably $500... but base on the pros and cons, infant care make the best choice coz it's near, affordable, kammy can learn, food included, available for sat also and they are trained... haha...
Tuesday, 4 September 2007
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Didn't update myself for quite some time already... Anyway, recently i'm busy looking for jobs, so anyone who have jobs to introduce please do let me know... =)Seldom went home to help mummy do that accounts data entry coz daddy and mummy is busy doing some stuff for the temple so i ended up sleeping most of the time with Kammy... =x
Some time ago, i let her wear that "winter girl" wear again and on 1 night i make her wear her full baby bugs bunny wear too...
Meet up with lynn last friday and took this photo while waiting for my daddy to come fetch me... kammy is sleepy.. Zzz
Saw this interesting photo in dear's phone... kammy look funny.. =) she like so shocked to have her pic snap.. lol
Yesterday Marilyn and LS came over to visit me and 3 of us took alot of pics for kammy...
the baby Zara sweater from kammy's gugu...
the Hello Kitty apron from huishan ah yi...
and indeed, kammy baby is a happy baby!!!!!!