Sunday, 9 September 2007
♥ contradiction...
I'm ask to work again
coz "that girl" want to quit... Although deep down i don't want to work there but i need income... the reason for not wanting to work there is because i can't say i want to quit, pay not negotiable and
i'm afraid of office conflict...
Dearie asked me if my daddy can take care of
kammy while i work, so i called and ask... Mummy spoke to me and she nagged at me
coz she thinks that "they" only think for themselves and ask me to come and go as and when they like... I also think likewise but what can i do or say?!! Daddy initially agreed to look after
kammy for me because initially i wanted to continue on my degree but "they all" disagree, reason was no one look after
kammy... So now?
tsk tsk... that the contradiction part which made mummy nagged at me...
I know i made mummy so worried for me and feel sad for me on how "they" treats me... but if i think in another point of view, they are offering me a job which is of flexible time and light workload... maybe
i'll just treat it as gaining experience or maybe they will increase my pay some years later??
hee... Another good thing is that it's a good opportunity to go shopping for clothes...
I decided to let
kammy go infant care centre which she can learn too... but
i'm afraid that centre i found will not accept
kammy or put us in waiting list... Although i felt that leaving
kammy with daddy's care is a better choice but something is bothering me... Anyway, next choice is to leave
kammy to a nanny and the last (the most don't intend to) leave
kammy to the maid.... (shake head.. a big NO!!! i don't feel safe and secure)...
The price are of not much difference... for infant care is $950 with $400 subsidy which means it cost $550... for nanny, is also $550
coz kammy start on solid already... if daddy taking care, probably $500... but base on the pros and cons, infant care make the best choice
coz it's near, affordable,
kammy can learn, food included, available for sat also and they are trained...
haha...