it's my life

Monday, 30 June 2008

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I didn't went for work again~ I guess i've mentally prepared to see my pay slip on the 5th.. But good enough, the GST package has already been transferred into my acc!!

I told dearie that the money came just in time to use as my shopping spree with Huling this saturday.. I told huiling about it also, she just laughed and say that "heng, we didn't change address!" True, that's why i have 100 bucks more than dearie.. Muahaha~

Well, back to that.. Didn't went for work coz my girl is sick.. Flu, cough + slight sore throat.. Poor lil' girl, she vomited last night and this morning.. I think she lost her appetite also as she didn't bother me while i'm eating right in front of her and also, she never requested for more biscuit.. bad thing is, she refused to drink water.. Therefore, i became very panicky~

Dearie has been buying dinner for me almost everyday =) we have less quarrel about taking care of lil' girl now.. i think he see my point too.. i can also understand why he got so worked up, coz me too, don't want kammy to get hurt or sick.. Nonetheless, everything is good for now and i'm enjoying the peace now..

I foresee this 1 month there will be something happen to me.. I hope Huiling will not ask me about it.. or probably she has already know "her" part of story.. if that's the case, then let it be.. I hope i can control myself and speak nothing on the matter.. coz it's obvious i'm at the losing end no matter what..

i miss going to school too.. I wish daddy will insist on me finishing my degree also to pay my 10k school fee for me.. I'm selfish but daddy's love to child is unconditional and i doubt he will ask me to pay him back.. One thing i'm quite happy about is that jie jie say if she has the money, she will sponsor me to finish my education coz i'm the only one in family who can study.. i'm quite touch coz jie jie put her hopes in me too, just like what daddy did too.. I heart my jie jie~!!

Anyway, being able to study is a plus point, if not then that's my fate..