Sunday, 24 August 2008
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Was trying to get to sleep by listening to some songs in my phone.. Happened to see "bu
xiang shui" by Daniel Chan.. I suddenly got emotional and memories of me and "him" flood my mind.. The very first time we met, the every night long hour chat, those songs he sang to me and stories of him..
I thought i could keep it some where deep down and will never brought it up again.. But every time i heard that song or some other songs by
daniel chan, he filled up my mind... thinking back, he actually been very nice all along but the problems is in me... i still can remember the times when we broke off to maintain as friends, there is a girl who likes him and he actually ask if i allow him to get a girlfriend...
Ofcoz i couldn't say no and i actually got jealous when seeing them together and him treated her so good!!
Similarly, "
hei sei you mo" by jay and "pretty boy" by m2m will never fail to brought back other memories.. I guess
lynn will know who i will think of for the above songs..
haa..
Speaking of songs, i think the song to our (
lynn & me) friendship should be "
hou lai" by
liu luo ying.. Funny thing is the meaning of the song doesn't fit into us.. just that we used to sing or hum along that song.. There is once during sec sch days whereby we went to T-mart and sat there to keep singing that song.. =) Anyway, if i never remember wrongly, "
hou lai" was dedicated from someone to
lynn...
Back to that, i saw "him" during
MDIS days but i didn't walk up to him to say hi..
i'm scare as
i'm afraid that he will say all "those" things he used to say to me once more... But even given another chance, i still will not do otherwise...
Nowsday i keep thinking of what
terence had told me inside his car along the way where by we were travelling to the hotel.. i try to doubt myself for my firm answer.. probably not now but maybe in the future..