Thursday, 2 July 2009
♥ Her depart
Last night mummy called me to tentatively exclude my her side relative for Demien's first month headcount for the buffet.. i asked her why and she break the news that she's now at the nursing home ah ma is staying at coz ah ma is not on good condition.. Nothing much was said thereafter..
i keep my finger crossed and stop thinking for the worst and spent the night...
Not long ago, i heard my phone rings, my heart stop for a second and was wondering who would have called me this early and next thought was "don't tell me that..." Indeed, the call was from mummy..
She stay calm and broke the bad news to me and both of us couldn't hold back our tears and cried... i'm heartbroken to learn her depart and at the same time terribly sad coz i couldn't see her for the last time.. mummy say i can't go for the wake which made me even more sad and regretful..
it was so true that when a person is gone, memories of that person flood your mind and the more you try not to dwell over it, it came to haunt you so much..
though i never say this to ah ma before but i really want her to know that i love her and she hasn't seen damien yet.. but i know she will watch over us and happy to leave that ill body for a better after life..
it was the first time someone close left me.. i'm afraid, afraid that everyone grows old and leave..