Friday, 13 May 2011
♥ The date of malign
You have always malign me and I guess you doesn't like me.. I might be a thorn in your flesh and nothing but a hermit crab in your eyes..
You always says that you are never wrong on judgement and whatever you say are truth and right.. Don't think so highly of yourself as if you are as mightly as god is..
Why are you always picking me?? I know you have not like me and have been showing bias.. Why are you so worked up when your daughter has receive unfair treatment?? Are you implying that I have no mother that I deserve that from you??
I'm very confused by your "multiple faces" you sometime seems like helping me but you speak as if I own it to you.. If you are not willing to then dont offer.. If you are willing to offer then don't as for repayment..
Please don't treat my children so good and turn around scolding them "bastard child"..
Life is so meaningless and everyday is about putting on a mask.. How I wish my life ends now and start everything afresh.. No matter how hard I tried; how tired I worked, nobody understands.. No one to pour my sorrow; no one I can rely on..
I own my parents an apology for I am a failure and I had never done them proud.. All I can repay now is not to be their burden..
My apology to my kids for bringing them to this world and not given them anything best; not being a best mom.. Thou they have no idea what wrong they have done to deserve a scolding of "bastard child" from someone kin but I'll never forget..
Perhaps it's true that life forces you to become someone you never imagine yourself to be.. They shape you into a monster from the heart.. Bearing the grudges and evil seeds in your heart and days are full of revenge..
I feel Im different.. Something not on the good side.. Why you malign me? Why you pick on me? Why you scold the kids?
I'll always remember your words till the day I die.. You will pay of your words and action and I swear!!
May Buddha be with me..
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