Again, my faith of staying shaken.. It's hard to explain our relationship, perhaps we are good to be friends only..

I started to think why I always takes a long time for any proposal.. Maybe is her expectation are too high and I'm always caution in submitting.. Regardless how caution I am, nothing seems to be right.. We are two different creature of different taste, we dont see things the same.. Maybe I'm not moving forward whereas she is; maybe I'm still very persistent in thinking that this might be what she wants whatsoever..

Alot of assumption as I can't tell; can't differentiate.. Maybe I took it too personal when she comment I'm lazy by grabbing files from some source but neither way seems right.. Once again, back to square one with the half day effort gone..

Maybe I'm more of taking instruction based on your judgement.. But like I've hinted once, you are a persistent person and have your own style and way which you wants things to be and once you set your mind on, nothing can change..

It not a totally bad things but sometime indirect stress is added on.. It's hard to explain and it's complicated.. No right or wrong.. Period.

Shaken or not, you tell me..

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