Thursday, 26 April 2012
♥ It should be soon
I think I have to start planning, doing research and make a decision..
Haiz.. Hate to decide but no choice, I have to..
Monday, 23 April 2012
♥ Long term wishes
I have been thinking for years (probably) that I should "upgrade" myself..
I wanted to further my studies and kept thinking of taking Fashion Marketing with MDIS and also brush up my English with British Council..
Was abit dilemma over working and studying concurrently or study full time..
How I wish I've got the time, money and courage to abandon my job now.. Should I talk to my folks??
Sunday, 15 April 2012
♥ I hate my life
I know I shouldn't have such a thought but I can't help to think of ending my life some times..
I hate the fact that I'm such a naive person and to take the words for real.. I choose to believe its true even thou deep down I know all those words are patronizing words which meant to coax me..
At times I face the true instinct of my own and all in return I get is the fucking attitude..
Why can't I just meet up with a fetal accident or gun shot or serial killer.. Just take me away from all this.. I'm had enough of being cheated and expecting promises to come true..